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Peter Sarstedt
	Where Do You Go To My Lovely

You talk like Marlene Dietrich
And you dance like Zizi Jeanmaire
Your clothes are all made by Balmain
And there's diamonds and pearls in your hair

You live in a fancy apartment
Of the Boulevard of St. Michel
Where you keep your Rolling Stones records
And a friend of Sacha Distel

You go to the embassy parties
Where you talk in Russian and Greek
And the young men who move in your circle
They hang on every word you speak, yes I do...

But where do you go to my lovely
When you're alone in your bed
Tell me the thoughts that surround you
I want to look inside your head, yes I do...

I've seen all your qualifications
You got from the Sorbonne
And the painting you stole from Picasso
Your loveliness goes on and on, yes it does

When you go on your summer vacation
You go to Juan-les-Pines
With your carefully designed topless swimsuit
You get an even suntan, on your back and on your legs
When the snow falls you're found in St. Moritz
With the others of the jet-set
And you sip your Napoleon Brandy
But you never get your lips wet

But where do you go to my lovely
When you're alone in your bed
(Won't you) Tell me the thoughts that surround you
I want to look inside your head, yes I do

You're in-between twenty an thirty -
A very desirable age
Your body's firm and inviting
But you live on a glittering state

Your name is heard in high places
You know the Aga Khan
He sent you a racehorse for Christmas
And you keep it just for fun, for a laugh ahaha

They say that when you get married
It'll be to a millionaire
But they don't realize where you came from
And I wonder if they really care, they give a damn

Where do you go to my lovely
When you're alone in your bed
Tell me the thoughts that surround you
I want to look inside your head

I remember the back streets of Naples
Two children begging in rags
Both touched with a burning ambition
To shake off their lowly brown tags, yes they try

So look into my face Marie-Claire
And remember just who you are
Then go and forget me forever
But I know you still bear the scar, deep inside, yes you do

I know where you go to my lovely
When you're alone in your bed
I know the thoughts that surround you
`Cause I can look inside your head

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Aga tegelikult tahtsin ma rääkida hoopis sellest, et mõistus ja tahtejõud ei ole ikkagi omateha. Kel on 2:52 öösel ja mul on _täna_ 2 eksamit ning referaat tuleb ka esitada. Õhtul on veinilaud ja homme on veel üks eksam. Eksamiteks pole suurt midagi vaadanud (arvestades materjalide mahtu vähemalt) ning referaadist on ka vist ainult paar lõiku kirjas. Aga see-eest lugesin ma Ajaratta IV osa läbi. Kas pole vahva!?!
Tahaks lihtsalt pea padjaalla (jah, alla!) panna ja jaanalinnu unenägusid näha.
Aga ei, nüüd ma võtan ennast kokku. Tegelikult juba võtsin. Viimased 2 tundi olen isegi asjalik olnud.
Ja siis veel seda ka, et ma pean õppima kohapeal mõtlema. Sellest ei ole ju absoluutselt kasu kui minu käest küsitakse, et mida ma asjast arvan või mõtlen ja mina vastan....ning mõni aeg hiljem jõuan ikkagi järeldusele, et ei, see mida ma vastasin ei ole ikka tegelikult üldse see...
Ning lõpetuseks pean ma ära mainima kui väga üüratult hea meel mul ikkagi on, et see pragu seal katusel parandati ära enne seda kui ma voodi toa teise serva tõstsin. Ma kogen seda rõõmu iga kord kui vihma sajab ja mulle meenub mu esimene aasta selles toas. :)